38 Then saith he unto them, My soul is exceeding sorrowful, even unto death: tarry ye here, and watch with me. 39 And he went a little further, and fell on his face, and prayed, saying, O my Father, if it be possible, let this cup pass from me: nevertheless not as I will, but as thou wilt. ~ MATTHEW 26:38-39
***
This is one of the most powerful moments in the whole scripture. We view it as Jesus begging God to not make Him die, but He finally gives in, “Okay Father, You win.” I think it is much more than that. His soul, His whole being was sorrowful unto death and He was talking about wanting a ”cup” to pass. I was reading that this word “cup” in Aramaic can be linked to the nurturing, caring quality of a mother. The feminine side of God (yes there is, since Adam was created male AND female in the Image of God), the tender, loving, passionate quality that designed a plan that included His Own death. There is no way for us to understand intellectually what Jesus is going through, but as Bride we possess this same quality and it should be just as real. It is what God’s whole plan is about. He is revealing Himself as the embodiment of Love to His creation, doing everything required to restore man back to fellowship. The Bride is the Branches of THIS Tree of LOVE.